You know everytime we lose something or things that's once significant to us, we would whine/cry/upset about it? Right?
And on the other hand, we would want to cherish/treasure things around us?
Irony much? Yeah life is a cycle.

After watching channel 8 show. I cried. ( lucky my mum and sister not around. Otherwise I would be laughed by them! )
Anyway,
I recalled about my body condition. Indeed, guess it's time to face it. But I would still live in denial
I began to realize, I have and I had. There are some I treasured and some I'm still treasuring.
I still push hard. Cause I know when something bothers me, I would use alternative ways to divert it.

Currently,
I know I have to make a decision to stay in the team or not.
I know I have to put in a little more effort in my studies
I ought to pay a little more attention to my surrounding
& I know I have to erase someone I wished I could have by my side.

I am not good enough, and pathetic? Sounds pessimistic.
'I am who I am, I hope I'm good but you're way better than me(: I'll try harder next time, if there is :D'
Better right!? Hahah.

If my smile works wonders to others,(: I don't mind smiling the whole day covering my woes.

LinShiyi

"the more you hide your feelings, the more they show.
The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow"