I've lost a friend that will never be my friend anymore.

Cause, 'I DON'T FRIEND YOU :'('

No la, that is not the reason,

cause, I ain't want to be the 'spare tyre' when everyone walks out in your life and I remain there to help you up again.

LinShiyi

"the more you hide your feelings, the more they show.
The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow"