I am a man that has full of flaws.
hence, I do not blame anyone but I myself.

yeah, myself.

probably my horoscope, probably it's just me.
words affect me, action just make it worse.

every little things that's happening, regardless whether is good or bad, it affects me.

LinShiyi

"the more you hide your feelings, the more they show.
The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow"