Gamed

2012-02-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

bought eggs, watched few movies and cooked my dinner. That's how I spent my day.

I realised on thing, there's no way a person can get to my blog unless they Google about it. It seems like I can blog more personal stuff than evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2012-02-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

bought eggs, watched few movies and cooked my dinner. That's how I spent my day.

I realised on thing, there's no way a person can get to my blog unless they Google about it. It seems like I can blog more personal stuff than evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2012-02-10T03:57:00.004+08:00

Hey wassup!
wondering why am I still awake? yup yup, I am still shooting! :D

this is a really fantastic experience. Seriously, it a eye opening thing to see how people actually group work out together and get a video done. Though there are conflicts in between, they are still determine to finish it well. I will learn from them and apply it in my FYP!

Okay, just something random that came to my mind while shooting.
why am I so calm when stuff happen why I can just walk out of the door. I realised that what someone said to me 3 years back really impacted me quite strongly.
truth is, I don't whether what the someone said is true.... but one thing for sure is after it's been said, I am more aware with my own action.

moreover after attending psychology class, I found out all these stuff happen for a reason. & I can conclude that the reason is - everything is changing. Ohwell, I'm lost in the constant of changes anyway.

lost

2012-02-09T12:50:00.005+08:00

what happened to me? why am I so aimless out of a sudden?

In fact, two semesters back, I was this lost too.

I really don't know what I really want. exam in 8 days time, attachment is 16 days time.

There is no rest since August till now. My holidays were burnt for POL-ITE. so technically my next holiday is..... this year Aug.

aiya, Im just tired la. what to do?

Anyway!

I am going head down to vivo soon! gonna grab some books from pageone

http://www.pageonegroup.com/1/promotions-sg.html

YESSSSSS! 50% OFF! :D

then head to school for my FYP and attachment meeting and Abel's video shoot! (:

2012-02-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

new skin. a new start. forget the past. this is 2012

2012-02-05T11:40:00.005+08:00

I don't understand why some people just can't prioritise their time.

we are having a 30% graded presentation and I'm going to do everything? No reply and I think in the end, only me and Wu Tong going to complete it. thank goodness Nigel, Ben and Ray gonna touch up after 4pm. phew.

*you can't reply text, not giving a damn about IS, can twitter, share links on Facebook and twitter. what are you trying to tell me?*

Anyway, this is a lesson to be learnt.

beat this, most of my classmates that I will be getting to know next semester are my IS group mates. brilliant or what? If I have, I will go back to what who I am, again. no surprise. I say it and I will do it.

2012-02-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

All right, this is really awkward to blog about someone who is a famous blogger......
yup, Naomi Neo.

I really have no idea who is she and almost every guy friend that I know either added/subscribed her on Facebook, follow her on twitter or etc.
Still I don't know who is she?

so apparently some people maligned her with all sort of nonsense. Like seriously? Just because the hype was all around the social media, people actually do believe words on twitter/Facebook? even group discussion also about her. This is what I got, I heard she posted something on her blog and whoever read it went around spreading it.

If she did post about it, then respect her cause she posted it responsibly.

but if she didn't and yet were made from her reader, please grow up kay? you think by making her feeling inferior makes you superior, prease laaaaaaa? what goes around comes around idiot. may karma hit you hard.

cut some slack people. You have never engage in a conversation with her before and you think you know her very well? Just because she is pretty and and young it doesn't give you the right to say about her. How will you feel if you are on her shoe?

So whatever it is, I have no idea who she is, it's her life, she is who she is. Don't maligned someone who you don't know cause that's very rude.

2012-02-02T14:27:00.004+08:00

this song explains everything, it is meaningful, isnt it?

All right, I did something really awful, to me, & it turns out not awkward. Maybe I don't feel awkward but not the other party?
Like I what tweeted, as much as I don't want, the little corner of my heart actually wants it. But I just can't bring myself to it. I really do.... hate girl(s).

Mum brought it up last night before I sleep, "will you ever get a girlfriend?". She is so concern about me not getting a partner, like seriously. Through the conversation, I realized how we human move-on as life goes on and mastering the technique of covering up so we will start feeling better? hmm.....

alright, anyway exam round the corner. Today shall mark the start of revision! Gonna stay back in school later (:

2012-01-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

It's so embarrassing to weep at Jennifer's house yesterday. I'm so sorry Jennifer=(

Shall save the explanation but to summarize it with a sentence,

I'm tired.

Thanks Bella for sharing and giving advice to me by the road side yesterday. It's really awful to show someone else see my ugly side as I've always put up the swallow-yet-life-goes-on behaviour. I cried after 3 years, damn 3 years since 23 December 2009.

Since then, I did my best in every single thing, be it study, canoeing, work, friends, etc. I never want to be disappointed and be a disappointment anymore.

NEVER I WILL.

but sadly yesterday the truth revealed. I am once again. Suddenly everything flows in. I can't seem to control it. so tired. It's wasn't as easy as I thought-faking a smile pretending everything's all right.

we all have different reason to be happy and we are sad over different things.

2012-01-20T00:35:00.001+08:00

www.marcandangel.com/2011/12/11/30-things-to-stop-doing-to-yourself/

read this up yeah (:

Used to have it

2012-01-19T21:16:00.003+08:00

"that innocent stare that a girl look into the eyes of the guy she likes"

While waiting for bus heading home. I saw this secondary school?(probably JC?) couple chatting and smiling to each other. The way she looked in to the guy eyes was so innocent, pure. I don't know how but that instant I isolated from the surrounding. I thought about how innocent I was back in secondary school time. That wooing phase, texting, being shy, feeling stupid, hurt, enjoying having a partner etc. Those were more than half a decade back!

Nothing stayed the same, things are different now. so different that I changed myself.

2012-01-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

There are so many things that I want to blog. So I have decided to blog based on my mood as I realised the amount of things we are going through now got me to have short term memory!

alright, maybe I will have a proper post soon! (:

2012-01-03T08:17:00.002+08:00

we act differently to our family and friend, so are we hypocrite?

no, we are just doing our social role, its a social norm. There's a schemas in our mind which eventually leads to stereotyping(racism)

if it's coming from an observer, we are using attribution. almost always we observe based on internal attribution. then we slowly will divert our thoughts to external attribution, hence we will be more forgiving.

2011-11-15T23:41:00.005+08:00

All right..... POL-ITE has ended and everything goes back to normal...

okay, Bill talked to us today and we had dinner together. Guess over the dinner I just showed my-really utterly disgusting-other side. So after dinner I went home and thoughts were running through my mind. Hence I recalled what I self told myself when I was in year one..............

"There's no time for you to make any changes with what others think of you"

true? not true? Okay, let me just start off with general opinion. Yes, it may be true but to a certain extend. Your action towards a person can change, your attitude can change and etc. "Speak less and Act more" Hence you are doing these changes to try to amend someone's impression of you. usually, you want to change to the better to people you care! Right? You want to treat people who care for you nicer as you know they are some one you can rely on.

So I thought how was I from then till now, its utterly disappointment but yet at the same time I surrendered to it. Bet everyone in the team thinks that Im egoistic, self-center, only know how to talk or whatever they can think off. Most of the time I get honest feedback from the guys and not from the girls. Probably cause guys can thrash things out better than girl? which I doubt so laxzsxzs :D I met a few ladies that can really thrash things really well;) it's good as it keeps me on track, I guess? but ohgosh..... But on de other side, knowing that I will only be in contact with the guys(both year 1&2) and some of the girls(in fact only 3) just got me wonder why should I bother to change someone's impression? Ohyesyes, Im selective whatever. My friends are only a few, canoe and 4 other classmates and I am glad to have them! really! Marcus once told me, is you adapted to the changes that changed you.

In conclusion, just fuck it, if they accepted who you are, just remain who you are. & I, myself will continue and put on that layer of masks. Always remembering what got me here and how I should face everyone.

sorry guys, my agony is just way too high and cant be changed.

2011-10-06T18:34:00.001+08:00

it's been so so so so so long since I last blogged.

training hard, dying hard too.

2011-09-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the release of result.

That's got to determine my upcoming plan.

recently I feel so out of place, especially in rowing. Probably cause I'm the C rower, but at least I got Marcus to row with me.

Before I carry on, let me get this clear, I am not trying or wanting to your you guys attention if you happen to read it.

It makes me feel that I have no ability to be as equal standard with the rest (which is true). Vincci left cause there no passion in her, and she also under the scholarship, cause she excel in her studies, I could have done it long time ago. there are so many factors into it and Im so confused now.

all I gonna tell myself is train hard for this last 6 weeks and I guess I am done with rowing. I will still stay.. but..

2011-09-01T20:25:00.001+08:00

I trained for the first time till I drop dead.

no energy to talk and shivering for quite a period of time..

2011-08-21T13:51:00.002+08:00

some things are worth to keep remember..

I screwed my first paper. Oh well, I sense that I wouldnt be ding well for this semester, suddenly. This feeling really sucks, damn sucky. >.<

currently in school mugging, hopefully it's going to be a goooooood session.

bye!

2011-08-17T18:41:00.003+08:00

whooooop!

Im injured again! yeaaaaaah!

I think I need to start eating healthily and recover real soooooon! >.<

Oh ya, exam round the corner, need to start to pull up my sock thou my paper this is coming sat!

2011-08-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

Alright! I know it has been days. ohwell, I cant really remember anything beside two days ago was the National Day and I have a painful session yesterday with Sinseh.

Anyway I shall talk about yesterday's stuff.

After seeing my sinseh, I went off to Starbucks to do some mugging for my up coming exam.

I started my revision at 7:30pm and when it reached 8:30pm, I over heard someone's convo with her friend. (not I want to eavesdrop but I just so happen to hear~)

I heard for near 2 hours and damn, thier convo was so freaking awesome! :D :D

She talks about the golden years of girl that they have which is from the range of 18-25.

This is what she said," 18-35 are the prime years for the girls, they start to worry when the are going 25 as the 'value' in them is starting to drop as years go by. Forgetting about whether they are still a virgin or not, as it's common many are not nowadays. Ladies play while they are young and easy for them to hook onto one. but after they cross their 25, the table turns, its the guys turn and ladies only can dream to get one"

she slapped me, literally, that I should be doing something about my present and have an impact in the future. After going through all kinds of situations and fighting for different reasons, the present is the minimum I can do about to make some differences of my future.

She hits all the theories I had for girls and since she has supported it (Moreover, its coming from a girl) I guess my impression for girls in general, are like this, nothing will change my thought unless a freaking awesome girl proves me wrong(highly doubt so). Of course I wouldn't give a funny eye to my female friends as I know who they are and I have accepted who they are (:

I learnt a lot from her, like how to manipulate someone's games before playing own game to the others, what are the few things that I need to uphold in the future to 'out-shine' others.

Care = Cash, get it??

alright, I shall constantly remind myself what is my goal so that I won't be shaken so easily!

2011-08-03T17:21:00.004+08:00

I think this photo looks funny!! :D

Whooop! School finally ended!

Came to school early in the morning to finish up our presentation and damn, with the amount of effort we put in, I think we deserve the grade we are given. Good job guys! (Boon Siew, Chris & me! the rest... free loadersxszxs.) we went to have fruit feast aftermath as you can see from the picture above! ^

lessons resume even though we have already completed our syllabus. So I napped for an hour of so. Skipped lunch and headed off to have my favorite module, Marine Engineering. Surprisingly I know how to do a few questions and naturally I became the 'reference' for others ^^

Got back our maths result and it turn out pretty well (:

Gwaaaaaah =]

Alright, Im about to leave school and head off to have dinner with Shumei, Hui qing, Brenda, Meng Liang and and and..... Qi Xiang! :D

2011-08-02T23:21:00.004+08:00

31 July,

Went to training in the morning, alone. Just when I thought that the team would be there, I realised that they had a good time the night before. So I hit the water and did Saturday workout. Seriously, I almost vomited. It was too intense. After finish my program, Chong Zhang came to join me! I was surprised as I was about to pack up. So I waited for him as I didn't want to have lonely lunch!

We headed off to adam food center and I swear that we looked damn gay~ we had sogurt together aftermath! haha!

Bernice is spotted at Bukit Timah Sogurt!
I went off after that as he heading to gym and I am going down pandan reservoir to support the polo! I always very curious how's a polo game goes hence I decided to take this chance and go down and support and learn more about their stuff.

After a long bus ride, I finally reached there, it's a remote place and I almost lost my way there. I watched and asked yong jie the rules and regulations and he explained to me thoroughly! Thanks dude! :D

Initially, I wanted to head home to study but Adeline asked me out to have dinner at Chomp Chomp, I was like "why not?" Since she is having her Uni-break now. After dinner, we went to visit shumei at frolick and really thank Shumei for treating, (ohwell, she works there anyway, hence, free yogurt! :D) and we ended off our day with u.d.d.e.r.s and Starbucks~ :D

that's the homecoming photo, we know each other since secondary school, and now you all are in uni already.

1st August,

it wasn't a good day at all. I screwed my 30% test and 10% test. how great yeah?

So attended training and decided not to lead, just want to run, Chong Zhang accompanied me and we freaking ran 10km in total. usually I'm the one pushing him in running, but yesterday was the other way round. Sigh. But I really thank him for running with me! :)

when I run, I found out that in life, we at least need a partner to stay by your side, I mean in general-friends, family and the love ones. they act as a pillar to us and their shoulder is always there for us. Its really heart warm to know that people out there do care for you and willing to go through all kinds of situation with you.

when I run, I realised that our pace-in life-got faster and faster, every lap seems so fast that in between we actually neglect certain things. Nothing gonna remake or come back to me anymore and the only thing we can do is to, move on.

what about today? nothing much though. cause I rot at home and headed to school to gym with the guys.

2011-08-01T16:28:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired, and I seriously dont want to lead training. How I wiz there's someone there to me.

I feel like escaping
I'm feeling lousy.

2011-07-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hahahahahahahah!

this is a common line I've been saying nowadays,

'I get that a lot, thank you(:'

okay that was random? not really!

Yesterday I went to help out the runner's relay and helpers need to wear traffic vest which made us look like we are under CWO!

Anyway, congratz to BA, as they dominated the first and second position. On top of that, I am so proud of the Canoiests from BA from getting the second position(:

Talked to Sharon for the longest period of time, ever. Just when we are chatting about the polo and sprint, we diverted the topic to twitter. & the funniest thing was she countered me back by teasing me with Elaine. Hahah, probably that's the karma after always teasing her with "Mr A-Z".HAHAHA! hahah, and yeah, I get that a lot.

I realised one thing after yesterday convo, the key to not having the awkward moment was by mentioning it out at the very start and drawing your line distinctly(in another words, knowing your limits) Though at times I tried-which led me for trying too hard-but that was the minimum I could do.

For me, I voiced it out to my teammates and they wouldn't think otherwise and getting advices from them. Ohwell, I can't possible reach out to everyone, hence, some will think otherwise, let them be, cause they ain't gonna affect me.

hmm, I shall turn in soon, Training tomorrow and Im gonna support the polo team tomorrow with Ziya and Cass! (:

2011-07-29T15:45:00.002+08:00

It's a habit to take out iphone, check my twitter, and check my twitter, refresh, and check my twitter again.
This is bad, I feel empty, like somethings missing.

But it is good at the same time, cause I aint gonna be controlled by these medium.

2011-07-29T14:54:00.002+08:00

this is so random, why would I be here?

why, I have always been saying that I will try to blog and etc, but this time I really gonna use here to rant things out.

Ta-da! gonna help out in runners relay soon! (:

2011-07-08T14:25:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since Im here.

Life has been good and bad.

I am training hard, study hard at the same time. sounds studios uh?

however on the other side, im really tired. everyday hopping to have 8 hours of sleep and 5 hours of chilling time. but those will never ever happen.

whenever I'm home, i will be either holding on to my Marine Engineering book or thermo notes, trying my best to understand them. & till now, I still catch no sense about this two damn modules.

ohwell.~

2011-07-05T00:49:00.001+08:00

now both my legs are injured. ohgreat.

老人病。

2011-06-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

that was my favorite white watch btw!!

okay, this injury that I'm having now is freaking me.
after taking the medicine for 3 days, the pain is still there.
it's not as painful as before but it's still freaking me.

knowing that this injury cannot be cured, just dampened my hope in everything. yes, everything.
I have been playing sports since at the age of 9, basketball, track&field, then canoeing.
It seems like its about time say bye bye to sports.

still, I'm gonna give myself till end of this year as, I still got my short term goals that has yet to achieve. yes, these problem may hinder my progress in achieving them, but I'm still gonna work towards it. never a quitter, never.

all by myself.

2011-06-16T21:33:00.003+08:00

what are the differences between

"All By Myself"
&
"I'm Alone"

it's rather easy to distinguish it right? but, I can't.

Had breakfast this morning with Lincoln, Adeline and Angela. (In another words, I skipped training)
we ate and chatted a lot. & btw, they all three are going University, so happy for them as they have finally reached final-the decent-stage of education level before stepping into the society! :D

Just when we are about to leave, Lincoln introduced me his doctor to me as my right leg is really killing me. I went all the way down to AMK with Angela as her training also cancelled and we found that place instantly. For once, my sense of direction actually failed me. haiyaaaa!

the doctor got shocked by my injury as it's not supposed to happen on me so soon! With all the sports that I've played through these years, I guess it's about time to throw in my white towel. "Sports make you age faster". after which we went home and started to nuaaaaaa~

I am afraid of being alone, hence I asked Angela if she mind to follow me down to see the doctor. That's so unusual of me. I don't know why, but, I'm really scare. When I'm home, I can hardly talk to my mum, my mum will only nag and protest, on top of that, she will say some things that I really don't want to hear. I'm all by myself and I need friends to be with me so that I won't feel lonely.
who can hear my voice and give me advices? God? Being frank, I am tired of searching and slowly figure out what I should do next because by then, everything is too late. yes, too late. Hence every decision I make is all by heart and encouragements people give and all this silent, has to be bottom-up and move on because life goes on.

2011-06-16T19:04:00.001+08:00

I love to be in a group,
cause I get to laugh and enjoy myself(:

but, I can't help to be all by myself all the time.

2011-06-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

I am wondering how to survive the next two weeks,
technically I should have training on Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
but now I have training everyday, 1-7 and Monday and Wednesday will be double training. ohmy!

Hope after two week I will be tougher and stronger physically and mentally.

Just had this conversation with mum,
Seriously, no point telling me this and that when my goals are already planned. More of such conversations, the deeper the phobia in me will be compile.(I have a few phobias btw).
I don't know what to say and I can't discriminate my mum as, she is my mum!
All I can say is, generation gap changes our thought and perspective towards certain things.

run ? or be myself?

2011-06-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

"...Don't run from suffering; embrace it. Follow me and I'll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to saving yourself, your true self. What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you?" Mark8:34-36

2011-06-09T01:56:00.001+08:00

alright, today I had my third paper and it was so-so. dont think I will score as I didnt study for it.
whatever it is, over already.

before that, I had a debate with Priscilla, we also debate and as we grow older, it gets more interesting. this time round, it feels like misery has been with me and I have found my happiness.

no one knows what I have been through, no one knows what I am fighting for. even after you read this post, you will have no idea of what I'm going through. there are so much agony, misery that no one has seen. the older I grow, the more I do not want to get to know people. I may seen like an extrovert, but however, this behavior is to cover up of what I'm going through.

I am fighting so hard, so so hard, everyone knows it. some envy of me, some just dislike it(probably cause they are jealous, who cares). It's a good sign, but also a bad sign. there are so many contradictions in our life. we all grow up from different kind of environment, different social cycle.

you know what, I cant even continue to blog, even I say, nobody will understand.

just to ended off with a quote I heard today,

"you fight so hard and you lose yourself, "

The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

2011-06-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

I am afraid and I am scare. It's a phobia which has been there for years, I can only think and not being about to making it happen. ohwell,

this is my one of my favorites and I have been listening to it for 5 years!

Enjoy (:

2011-06-05T22:08:00.004+08:00

sticky for the graduates! (:

Alright, Common Test is starting tomorrow, though it started on Saturday.

I am so not looking forward to it as every paper has their whole difficulties and I spend my days only in one modules when I got 4 papers to sit. Marine Engineering, you are such a bitch.

Had graduates dinner yesterday and frankly speaking, I will miss those time where they sacrificed their sleep and time for use to train more, try out the boats ! I will miss them so so much :(

had like conversation with a few of them and really, I did treasure them and I am smiling back to our time(:

there's really nothing I want to blog about my studies but the emotion and what I'm going through now?

alright, for those who hardly know me, you all might not able to stand me. But it's okay (:

its so different in second year, the pace is so fast and I have no clue of what I'm studying. I have my goals, my targets, my phobias, my obstacles and my troubles. Usually people see me, it's either stern face(mood less) or smiling face, there's nobody knows what I'm going through and no one who I can share my troubles(probably a few like Joan, Marcus,.. ). it's hard to find someone to talk to, as I don't really trust people.

Moreover, people in Poly are so judgmental that one day if I said something wrong, I would be black listed directly. Hence, it's hard to find someone in poly who can half my burden but double my-not-happiness-but laughter.

Faking a smile, acting like a clown, being cheeky, joke and what so ever are to convince others. Therefore people know my present and not my past. on top of that, people know my nick name and not my name. three years later, who would even remember who I am?

if you ask me why not be who I was in the past, I will say, I am not the same anymore and only my friends who know me for years understand. I'm afraid and I will never want to go back to the past. Till now I still remember someone once said a sentence to me and I will never forget it.

ohwell, guess I should sign off by saying,

"I'm a Happyboiboi92! "

tada!

OH YA, TOO ALL WHO ALSO TAKING COMMON TEST,
ALL THE BEST AND JIA YOU JIA YOU!

2011-06-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

just a quick one before a proper blog.
I have been wanting to push my GPA to from 3.7 -> 3.9 last sem did it to 3.87. sigh
with all the advises and supports people have been giving me, I shouldnt let them down. whack uh fish!

2011-06-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

I am a man that has full of flaws.
hence, I do not blame anyone but I myself.

yeah, myself.

probably my horoscope, probably it's just me.
words affect me, action just make it worse.

every little things that's happening, regardless whether is good or bad, it affects me.

2011-06-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

phew, sup.
it about the end of the day and I am still awake!!

nope, I am not going to turn in after this post as I still got a lot to read up for my common test.

I practically studied the whole afternoon and I've planned how I'm going to do my maths paper next Tuesday! Gotta be 'Slow and Steady.....!"

went for run aftermath and it helped me to clear my mind for awhile. once I got back, I began to do my cad homework... IT'S WAS SO PERFECT TILL SOMETHING HAPPENED, the whole program hang I forgot to save. SHIT!

well, I shall carry on tomorrow, before my cad test. ahhh!

alright, time to hit the books, again...............! brb!

2011-06-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

I am so thankful that I left my blog dead for long, the lesser the people know the more emotion I can put into each post.

I find that whatever I want to bitch, I can just tweet and post it. However my twitter is shown to public, hence, whatever I tweet only can be the facade of it. no body knows what I am going on.
and in poly, is so much harder to find someone truthful to talk to? who would bother to really sit down, feel you? probably I will get some pairs of listening ears, get some advice which I would be very thankful about it.

whatever it is, I need to rant things out real soon. or i should say, why bother?

ps* yet to post my saturday's post up, i hope i will do it real soon!

2011-05-30T22:41:00.005+08:00

hmm, it's Monday and I shall blog about my Saturday instead (:

yeah! looks familiar? hell yeah! That's Sentosa!
it has been donkey years though I just went there like last year, but I went there to work and not for pleasure/entertainment!

I skipped morning sea slot as I thought that by resting a little bit longer it would make my Sundown easier/energetic .
So I decided to join them afternoon slot and that was... Sentosaaaaaaaaaa! :D
It was crazy, why crazy? cause I went to see my working colleague half way through, they changed so much! :D chat a little and I joined back the team to have some fun!

that's Joan and Chong Zhang! :D

however my time with them was limited. Hence I went off around 5:30 to get ready for Sundown.

I headed down expo early and I destroyed my own diet by eat sambal chill and deep fried chicken wings! I waited for Joel and Bob and they arrived around 8:45pm, we took the shutter bus to the venue we were caught in the jam... that piss us off so much cause we started the whole race 21 minutes later :( we went off with 4 hours pace and it was so smooth! however we are not trained. at my 21km mark, I hit 1:57:28, so imagine, I maintain the speed throughout the race.
anyway, I died, I took one extra hour to complete the raceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

'人就像一场马拉松‘
I had heard this phrase a lot of time when I was in China, I did not know what was it all about or what is the meaning behind it. This actually came to my mind at 28km mark. I was at the point of breaking down and I could not find anymore reason to run but to walk instead. I walked and walked, and street lights and alley did not make it any better. Thoughts just started following through my mind and I just thought about my life, the book I read, "Have a little Faith".M

Marathon,
training,
when we are are young, we have our parents to train us, they teach us the rights and wrongs, they set our pace to start out our long long marathon, unknowingly.
gun's off,
that's when we really want our freedom, our own joy, we got rebellious and we set off.
first 10km,
everything was very smooth, we got our friends, our bff, our brothers/sisters or even a partner. going after all the materialistic stuff. the feeling just, ooooo tss tss ahhh tss tss shiok ah! it seems like you are going to nail the whole thing.
to 20km mark,
we are doing the same old thing without slowing down but somehow towards the end, we are so sick of doing the same thing. & when we decided to stop, our new life is about to begin-work.
towards30km,
you either press on or stop. for me, I gave up. who will like to do the same old thing again and again for days/months/years!
last 12km
however when you know that it's about time, we start to pick up, do things that you have never tried before. It's either you die with regret or not. hoping that every single moment should be worth while and shouldn't be wasted.

and finally, the moment you crossed the finishing line you would feel that sense of satisfaction, the things you have done were all worth while. though at times we made a few mistakes, but it was part and puzzle in our life. we learnt from it, refined and prevent it from happening again.

come and think about it, marathon is still very fun!

2011-05-27T20:34:00.003+08:00

Time flies and I am sitting for my paper in just one week time.
anyway back to my day,
today I feel that it's redundant to attend school as I did not really listen to my lecturers? and on top of that, I got literally two hours of class. -.-"

I went off to study but brain got too saturated hence I decided to chill at Starbucks. I am so glad that Daryl and the others miss me and began to chit chaaaaaaaaaaaat with them (:

anyway tomorrow is my day, I cant wait to go row, sentosa with the team and the freshies and.... complete my damn 42km in one night. sounds tedious, yes I know, I am regretting now..... just a little~

no matter how tough a person is, they have their fragile side,
discover them naturally and not by 'digging' them, it hurts.

2011-05-26T13:55:00.011+08:00

almost one year, one year and the table has turned.

looking at the freshies, I thought of my team, my batch.

I really miss those time where we trained so hard together, pushing each other(R_____d, WTF ARE YOU DOING!?), whining, being punished for whatever small little mistakes and lepak by the shore(inside joke ^^) Attending training together without skipping, ringing up each other to ensure everyone is awake. Slack after training, play and make fun of each other. Head down to kallang for extra training so that we would be able to balance on K boat. we row and row to marina barrage, Singapore flyer, CBD area, capsize in the middle, charge against duck boat's back wash getting tan, comparing muscles(typical guys >.< =P)

sabotaging each other during meeting and see who and who gets the position. Coming out names for each other and we all were 'totally cool about it' not forgetting challenges for each other and we will, "ooooooooooooo, are you going to take that?;)" (damn, both are Dion's favorite quotes)
well, there's a saying, ' good times always come to the end'
yeah, we are not the same anymore, hardly see each other in school and even we bump unto each other, we will only exchange a few sentences.

All the fun I once had with 'you all' will not be the same anymore as we are not the same anymore. To whoever who is reading this post, treasure every single moment, so that you can have something to smile about when you grow older. =)

I shall let the pictures do the rest of the talking (:

Steamboat at Shannon's place!:D

training camp, jerry "can I hide and you guys pretend didn't see me.. I don't want to go training... i am so tired.."

Before running back to Ngee Ann from MacRitchie!

make-up time! :D (during our chalet*)

INCREDIBLE CANOEIST CAMP! :D SUPER HERO!

stupid stuff we do in library to get the room!

1 star!

VIET!

dion

2011-04-28T19:29:00.001+08:00

it's been a while since i post, I will be right back! :)

what a way to take-off.

2011-03-12T11:47:00.002+08:00

this is damn bloody annoying.
I dont need you to shift my things, what for being anxious when you already had your own plan?
I want to have dinner with you before I go, and you rejected it. fine, so much of wanting to be a filial son before I leave and yet you want to attend someone's wedding dinner who is actually not close to you.
thank you so much mum, thank you so bloody much.

2011-03-07T01:41:00.003+08:00

empty bowl, empty promises, empty hope.
anyway, I was reading/tweeting about #skssfacts . Nostalgic. those were the days man. I really miss those time.

something more personal now

I know you will be reading this, or maybe not.
I voiced it out, cause I never like to hide and be a fucking hypocrite
and the truth is, I also wanna hear your side.
But somehow you didn't give a damn.
if you think I'm wrong, say it, I am at all ear.
whatever it is, i guess i also wouldn't hear it, I going off for 45 days anyway.
leave it or take it, and yet, Im holding it this friendship.

2011-03-04T05:28:00.003+08:00

I will go through all this pain,

time check, 5:30am.
having last paper later which worth 6 module credits-.-"
I guess today is the officially the end of year 1(when time strike 11am)
the fastest school term ever. it feels like I have just completed my Os 4 months back.

anyway, I have 2 getaway trips? One is to Redang(7-10) and 1 day after that Im going to China, ChengDu.(12march-17april) ~~and Taiwan(6-11may)~~. Don't be envy of me, cause I believe your turn will come soon!:D

lastly, I don't hope much for my result, I just hope that my GPA wouldn't get shaken:(
I know the importance of GPA to enroll to uni, I can't afford to fail.

when your parents are rich, SIM can be your last route, to get a decent cert.
but for kids like me, I need to fight for my slot to uni, otherwise, I will be going University of Society.

what can I do? ~~lan lan lo~~ work doubly hard.

2011-02-27T17:18:00.004+08:00

coffee, beauty.

uh huh! told you that I will post picture the next post.
in fact I got a couple pictures to post but I have decided to 'spread them out' whenever I blog.

tomorrow is my 2nd paper and Im 80% there already? and i relise this sem I slacked a lot. I used to aim AD or A+, cause it reflects nicer on the score sheet, but ahhhh, I dont wish much but do my best in every single paper!

oh, if you wondering why my pictures have Starbucks in it, well, cause I have been going Starbucks-duh-.-" In fact, Starbucks used to be my mugging corner till poly started and I didn't have the time to go down as usually I either will be mugging in school or training. Thank goodness there is study week!

before I go off, I got something that running thru my head,

life would be happier,
if money and the success is what I am going for,
but it means that career and competitiveness will be ongoing, right?
then how am I suppose to be happy if I ain't wanna go thru those cycle?

I'm sick of,

2011-02-26T16:54:00.003+08:00

I realise there are people who actually still read my blog, cooooooool.
Anyway, there are horrifying thoughts in my mind that's drying me up mentally and physically!

I'm sick of studying, but I can't stop.
I'm sick of worrying my GPA, but I can't go easy on it.
I'm sick of being competitive but I have to press on.
I'm sick of being sick and yet I can't rest.
I'm sick of doing things that have become my routine.
I'm sick of going through the cycle of being 'I'm sick of'.

Sounded sicken am I right? Ohwell~

I'm leaving Singapore in two weeks time. And nobody gives a damn about it.
"Anybody wanna date me out~"

I will be back with picture. Blogging through phone*

Love, not.

2011-02-22T12:59:00.002+08:00

Exam is just round the corner. lets work hard, shall we?

it's been a while since I blog about my thoughts. I thought about this for a while.

the stages of falling in love?

eyecandy-> admiration-> curiousity-> feeling stable/ready-> status -> <3 ?
I know there are many combinations of it and most of the time the process of it is the best, compared to outcome.

Right?

who doesn't like the period of sweet talking, teasing, always there for each other, cant wait to see each other every second every moment in life. yes, I know, more to come when you have status like XOXO, long cuddling, holding hand(in fact those can be done even you don't have status -.-")

but if any of these stages are screwed, the chances of going back of being acquaintance is very high isn't it? well, that has to depends on both parties actually.

Actually, I do envy people who are experiencing these things now, but one think I'm sure of, I wouldn't experience any heartache(s) for the moment. In fact, I like the process of falling in love! Just that sometime when you think about it, it doesn't worth it-for now.

For those in love, stay sweet(:
for those who are out of love, you are filled with friends and family <3! (:

2011-02-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

'where did I go wrong I've lost a friend'

Wondering who is it? yes, I bet you will read this anyway, wenda lim

typed so much, yet deleted everything.
somethings are better off left unsaid.

2011-02-11T17:56:00.002+08:00

I've lost a friend that will never be my friend anymore.

Cause, 'I DON'T FRIEND YOU :'('

No la, that is not the reason,

cause, I ain't want to be the 'spare tyre' when everyone walks out in your life and I remain there to help you up again.

2011-02-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

when I am fucked up by something, I will continue to fcuk myself up, like I am in the wrong, then I will slowly makes sure you all been fuck by me and let my action disgrace you all.

2011-02-06T14:03:00.001+08:00

I rather let it be sour than things left hanging.

that's me

2011-01-31T05:38:00.002+08:00

Dreamt so much and yet they are so vivid.

Age.
When we were younger, we wanna grow older,
Anticipating for our birthday to come so that we can receive our presents, well wishes and celebration with our close one.

However, these excitements I had have already faded away.
When I was 18, I spent it with Adeline and Melody, nothing much, had a simple dinner in one of the restaurant that I found on my 17 birthday! Epic much, it took me one year to get a chance to try their cuisine!

All this strucked me after a simple dinner with melody and Adeline. We didn't 'celebrate' Adeline's birthday cause we don't have time for celebration. Initially I wanted to bake muffins/cupcakes but I didn't, cause we find that birthday is just another day in the year.

Ohwell, hmm, after reading what I post, you must be thinking where is Melody's birthday dinner right?
She doesnt need to celebrate with us, she has a boyfriend to celebrate with, so girls, get a boyfriend so that you will have someone yo Plan/Surprise you during your birthday(:

My birthday this year, I think I will try to add in some colours in it, but I don't think I will.

2010

2011-01-29T12:37:00.007+08:00

thinking back, last year was pretty fruitful.

I led sec one camp, with the aid of Angela and Hui Qing, the 3 camp chiefs that made a impact of the sec1. Did I mention on my twitter? Once i step into school, my lovely sec2 kids screamed and followed me!? :D goodness, and teachers were telling us that, last year sec 1 camp was the best! DAMN!

anyway, my 2010 was fruitful because I met interesting people in polytechnic. though I told myself I wanna stay low, that's why I decided not to join camps and joined a CCA instead, but somehow canoe brought wonderful friends to me. we play, we train, we have the passion and we have each other shoulder to lean on. especially Dion, my partner, always there for me and putting his feelings on my shoe.

*if you find it why I suddenly will type all these, is because just when I was about to start my work, I heard songs that I used to hear when I was in Canoe*

I know people joined and left, cause of other commitments , but some stayed, some recently joined but yet seldom see them, some are contemplating whether should quit or not, some wanna win so badly. but these people are the truth friends that I found in Poly

*just time I just hate to be sentimental :( feel too much*

beside them, I have a big class of guys, but the truth is, I only got a few friends that always there. Boon siew, Guo Siong, Criss Han Tiang, Donovan and my class china friends!:D Whenever I need help, they will try their best to help. Even though time after time, we have some competition between ourselves, we enjoy these healthy competitions.

through modules, we get more exposure of people, though I don't really like IJ, but I do like IS! rushing project, meeting out every weekend just to produce something out for the presentation. Ji hao, Kim Hee, it's always 3 of us. and one thing about doing work together, we don't have someone in higher position than others. We split the workloads and do well in our part.

and last but no least, friends I've made thru friends. Wanted to mention names here but, well, if you know who you are, thank you so much for being my friend(: though we might not be really close, but if I am given a chance, I would definitely like to be the close friend you always needed !

alright, I think I really need to start cracking. otherwise all this cant be done before evening.

2011-01-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

/*
Name: Teo Han Tiang & Lin Shiyi Class: T1M3
Filename: kopitiam_vending_machine.c
Source of your formulas: By US
Project Description: This program calculate the amount of money return after you purchase your breakfast set, or make payment via phone.
*/

#include
#include
#include
#include

#define P100sms 300
#define P100out 100
#define P100in 100

#define P200Gross 45
#define P200sms 500
#define P200out 100
#define P200in 200

#define PPGross 55
#define PPsms 1000
#define PPout 200
#define PPin 500

#define GROSS 35.0
#define PERmin 0.15
#define PERsms 0.0535

#define bread 1.50
#define sandWich 2.00
#define kopi 0.80
#define eggs 1.00
void main (void)
{//main opening
float setA, setB, setC, price, shortage, changes, Tkopi, Teggs, FREEincoming, FREEoutgoing, sms, USEDincoming, USEDoutgoing, USEDsms, TOTALoutgoing, TOTALincoming, TOTALsms, COSToutgoing, COSTincoming, COSTsms, extra, extra1;
char set, choice2, choice3;

int x, choice, P, y;

set = '0';
while (set != 'Q')
{//main while opening
printf ("Promotion : Set C having 10%% discount.\n");
printf ("\n");
printf ("Please choose\n");
printf ("=============\n");
printf ("SetA (A)\n");
printf ("SetB (B)\n");
printf ("SetC (C)\n");
printf ("Quit (Q)\n");
printf ("You have choosen: ");
fflush (stdin); scanf ("%c", &set);
set = toupper (set);
system ("cls");
switch(set)

{//----for main menu----
case 'A':
choice2 = '0';
while (choice2 != 'Q')
{
setA = bread + kopi + eggs;
printf ("SetA : \n");
printf ("Breads = $%.2f \n", bread) ;
printf ("Kopi = $%.2f \n", kopi) ;
printf ("Eggs = $%.2f \n", eggs) ;
printf ("Total price will be $%.2f \n",setA);
printf ("Press Y to purchase item\n");
printf ("Press Q to quit\n");
printf ("Press R to return to Previous Menu\n");
printf ("Enter choice: ");
fflush (stdin); scanf("%c", &choice2);
choice2 = toupper(choice2);
system ("cls");
switch (choice2)
{
case 'Y':

printf ("You have choosen setA, total price will be $%.2f \n", setA);
printf("You want to make your payment by\n");
printf("1.Cash\n");
printf("2.Phone\n");
scanf("%d", &P);
system("cls");

if( P == 1)
{
printf ("You have choosen setA, total price will be $%.2f \n", setA);
printf ("Please pay : $");
scanf ("%f", &price);
printf ("The amount you enter is $%.2f \n", price);

if(price < shortage =" setA" choice2 =" 'Q';" set =" 'Q';" changes =" price" choice2 =" 'Q';" set =" 'Q';" p ="="" x =" 1;" totaloutgoing="0;" totalincoming="0;" totalsms="0;">=P100out)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - P100out)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= P100in)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - P100in)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> P100sms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - P100sms)* PERsms;
}

extra = GROSS + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setA;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetA is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 2:
printf("You have choosen Plan 200.\n");
printf("The following are the offers in your plan\n");
printf("Free %d smses\n", P200sms);
printf("Free %d minutes incoming call\n", P200in);
printf("Free %d minutes outgoing call\n", P200out);
printf("Gross = %d\n", P200Gross);

printf("Enter total smses used:");
scanf("%f", &USEDsms);
printf("Enter total incoming call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDincoming);
printf("Enter total outgoing call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDoutgoing);

TOTALoutgoing=0; TOTALincoming=0; TOTALsms=0;

if(USEDoutgoing>=P200out)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - P200out)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= P200in)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - P200in)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> P200sms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - P200sms)* PERsms;
}

extra = P200Gross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setA;

extra = GROSS + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setA;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetA is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 3:
printf("You have choosen Premium Plan .\n");
printf("The following are the offers in your plan\n");
printf("Free %d smses\n", PPsms);
printf("Free %d minutes incoming call\n", PPin);
printf("Free %d minutes outgoing call\n", PPout);

printf("Enter total smses used:");
scanf("%f", &USEDsms);
printf("Enter total incoming call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDincoming);
printf("Enter total outgoing call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDoutgoing);

TOTALoutgoing=0; TOTALincoming=0; TOTALsms=0;

if(USEDoutgoing>= PPout)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - PPout)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= PPin)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - PPin)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> PPsms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - PPsms)* PERsms;
}

extra = PPGross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setA;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetA is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 4:
printf("You have decided to quit\n");

x = 5250;
break;

default:
printf("Invalid choice! Please choose again! \n\a");
system("cls");

break;

}//end switch

}//end loop

}
else
{
printf("Mrs Ang, I know you wanna find fault from us right? try again! :D \n\n");
}//close payment via cash or phone

break;//setA(caseY)

case 'Q':
printf("Quitting Off Program!!\n");
set = 'Q'; choice2 = 'Q'; choice3 = 'Q';
break;//setA(caseQ)

case 'R':
choice2 = 'Q';
break;//setA(caseR)

default:
printf ("Invalid Key\n");
printf ("Press any key to continue\n");getch();
break;//setA(default)

}//switch(choice2)
}//end while
break;//setA

case 'B':
choice2 = '0';
while (choice2 != 'Q')
{
setB = sandWich + kopi + eggs;
printf ("SetB : \n");
printf ("Sandwich = $%.2f \n", sandWich) ;
printf ("Kopi = $%.2f \n", kopi) ;
printf ("Eggs = $%.2f \n", eggs) ;
printf ("Total price will be $%.2f \n",setB);
printf ("Press Y to purchase item\n");
printf ("Press Q to quit\n");
printf ("Press R to return to Previous Menu\n");
printf ("Enter choice: ");
fflush (stdin); scanf("%c", &choice2);
choice2 = toupper(choice2);
system ("cls");
switch (choice2)
{
case 'Y':
printf ("You have choosen setB, total price will be $%.2f \n", setB);
printf("You want to make your payment by\n");
printf("1.Cash\n");
printf("2.Phone\n");
scanf("%d", &P);
system("cls");

if( P == 1)
{
printf ("You have choosen setB, total price will be $%.2f \n", setB);
printf ("Please pay : $");
scanf ("%f", &price);
printf ("The amount you enter is $%.2f \n", price);

if(price < shortage =" setB" choice2 =" 'Q';" set =" 'Q';" changes =" price" choice2 =" 'Q';" set =" 'Q';" p ="="" x =" 1;" totaloutgoing="0;" totalincoming="0;" totalsms="0;">=P100out)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - P100out)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= P100in)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - P100in)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> P100sms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - P100sms)* PERsms;
}

extra = GROSS + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setB;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetC is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 2:
printf("You have choosen Plan 200.\n");
printf("The following are the offers in your plan\n");
printf("Free %d smses\n", P200sms);
printf("Free %d minutes incoming call\n", P200in);
printf("Free %d minutes outgoing call\n", P200out);
printf("Gross = %d\n", P200Gross);

printf("Enter total smses used:");
scanf("%f", &USEDsms);
printf("Enter total incoming call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDincoming);
printf("Enter total outgoing call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDoutgoing);

TOTALoutgoing=0; TOTALincoming=0; TOTALsms=0;

if(USEDoutgoing>=P200out)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - P200out)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= P200in)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - P200in)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> P200sms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - P200sms)* PERsms;
}

extra = P200Gross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setB;

extra = P200Gross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setB;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetC is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 3:
printf("You have choosen Premium Plan .\n");
printf("The following are the offers in your plan\n");
printf("Free %d smses\n", PPsms);
printf("Free %d minutes incoming call\n", PPin);
printf("Free %d minutes outgoing call\n", PPout);

printf("Enter total smses used:");
scanf("%f", &USEDsms);
printf("Enter total incoming call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDincoming);
printf("Enter total outgoing call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDoutgoing);

TOTALoutgoing=0; TOTALincoming=0; TOTALsms=0;

if(USEDoutgoing>= PPout)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - PPout)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= PPin)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - PPin)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> PPsms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - PPsms)* PERsms;
}

extra = PPGross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setB;

extra = PPGross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setB;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetB is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 4:
printf("You have decided to quit\n");

x = 5250;
break;

default:
printf("Invalid choice! Please choose again! \n\a");
system("cls");

break;

}//end switch

}//end loop

}
else
{
printf("Mrs Ang, I know you wanna find fault from us right? try again! :D \n\n");
}//close payment via cash or phone

break;//setB(caseY)

case 'Q':
printf("Quitting Off Program!!\n");
set = 'Q'; choice2 = 'Q'; choice3 = 'Q';
break;//setB(caseQ)

case 'R':
choice2 = 'Q';
break;//setB(caseR)

default:
printf ("Invalid Key\n");
printf ("Press any key to continue\n");getch();
break;//setB(default)

}//switch(choice2
}//end while
break;//setB

case 'C':
choice2 = '0';
while (choice2 != 'Q')
{
setC = (bread + kopi + eggs + sandWich + kopi + eggs)/100 * 90 ;
printf ("SetC : \n");
printf ("Breads = $%.2f \n", bread) ;
printf ("Sandwich = $%.2f \n", sandWich) ;
Tkopi = 2 * kopi ;
printf ("2 cups of Kopi = $%.2f \n", Tkopi) ;
Teggs = 2 * eggs ;
printf ("2 sets of Eggs = $%.2f \n", Teggs) ;
printf ("Total price will be $%.2f \n",setC);
printf ("Press Y to purchase item\n");
printf ("Press Q to quit\n");
printf ("Press R to return to Previous Menu\n");
printf ("Enter choice: ");
fflush (stdin); scanf("%c", &choice2);
choice2 = toupper(choice2);
system ("cls");
switch (choice2)
{
case 'Y':
printf ("You have choosen setC, total price will be $%.2f \n", setC);
printf("You want to make your payment by\n");
printf("1.Cash\n");
printf("2.Phone\n");
scanf("%d", &P);
system("cls");

if( P == 1)
{
printf ("You have choosen setC, total price will be $%.2f \n", setC);
printf ("Please pay : $");
scanf ("%f", &price);
printf ("The amount you enter is $%.2f \n", price);

if(price < shortage =" setC" choice2 =" 'Q';" set =" 'Q';" changes =" price" choice2 =" 'Q';" set =" 'Q';" p ="="" x =" 1;" totaloutgoing="0;" totalincoming="0;" totalsms="0;">=P100out)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - P100out)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= P100in)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - P100in)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> P100sms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - P100sms)* PERsms;
}

extra = GROSS + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setC;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetC is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 2:
printf("You have choosen Plan 200.\n");
printf("The following are the offers in your plan\n");
printf("Free %d smses\n", P200sms);
printf("Free %d minutes incoming call\n", P200in);
printf("Free %d minutes outgoing call\n", P200out);
printf("Gross = %d\n", P200Gross);

printf("Enter total smses used:");
scanf("%f", &USEDsms);
printf("Enter total incoming call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDincoming);
printf("Enter total outgoing call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDoutgoing);

TOTALoutgoing=0; TOTALincoming=0; TOTALsms=0;

if(USEDoutgoing>=P200out)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - P200out)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= P200in)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - P200in)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> P200sms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - P200sms)* PERsms;
}

extra = P200Gross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setC;

extra = GROSS + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setC;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetC is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 3:
printf("You have choosen Premium Plan .\n");
printf("The following are the offers in your plan\n");
printf("Free %d smses\n", PPsms);
printf("Free %d minutes incoming call\n", PPin);
printf("Free %d minutes outgoing call\n", PPout);

printf("Enter total smses used:");
scanf("%f", &USEDsms);
printf("Enter total incoming call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDincoming);
printf("Enter total outgoing call used(in minutes):");
scanf("%f", &USEDoutgoing);

TOTALoutgoing=0; TOTALincoming=0; TOTALsms=0;

if(USEDoutgoing>= PPout)
{
TOTALoutgoing = (USEDoutgoing - PPout)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDincoming >= PPin)
{
TOTALincoming = (USEDincoming - PPin)* PERmin;
}
if(USEDsms> PPsms)
{
TOTALsms = (USEDsms - PPsms)* PERsms;
}

extra = PPGross + TOTALoutgoing + TOTALincoming + TOTALsms;
extra1 = extra + setC;
printf("Phone Usage + SetMeal = $%.2f\n", extra1);
printf("please pay $%.2f this month\n", extra1);
printf ("SetC is ready for collection! \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");
choice2 = 'Q';
set = 'Q';

x = 5250;

break;

case 4:
printf("You have decided to quit\n");

x = 5250;
break;

default:
printf("Invalid choice! Please choose again! \n\a");
system("cls");

break;

}//end switch

}//end loop

}
else
{
printf("Mrs Ang, I know you wanna find fault from us right? try again! :D \n\n");
}//close payment via cash or phone

break;//setC(caseY)

case 'Q':
printf("Quitting Off Program!!\n");
set = 'Q'; choice2 = 'Q'; choice3 = 'Q';
break;//setB(caseQ)

case 'R':
choice2 = 'Q';
break;//setB(caseR)

default:
printf ("Invalid Key\n");
printf ("Press any key to continue\n");getch();
break;//setB(default)

}//switch(choice2
}//end while
break;//setC

case 'Q':
printf("Quitting Off Program!!\n");
break ;// end main case 'Q'

default:

printf ("\n");
printf ("Invalid, please choose either setA, setB of setC, WE DO NOT SERVE OTHER RANGE OF FOOD. \n");
printf ("Thank you!! \n");

break;

}//end switch
}//end loop

}//end main

2011-01-25T11:00:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog lots of things. but I don't think there is a point for it.

2011-01-15T02:13:00.001+08:00

is not that easy after all..

look at the freaking time now and i still left with 2 maths questions. guess i probably going to skip training later. i am losing my sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

2011-01-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

Midnight again, Sian. Work. ARGH!

Somebody save me please...

2011-01-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!
school from 9-5
training 6-9
reached home at 11:30 cause I went to have dinner with team.
and the pass few hours I have been doing my survey project.

so, technically, I have no showered for 19 hours -.- cause I showered at 6 am and now is already 1.06 am

project, you killed me.

2011-01-11T15:16:00.001+08:00

If I'm not, I saw you.
And I think is better off this way.

Cause we are not meant to be friend at first.

2011-01-05T00:51:00.005+08:00

I am flared up.

It's alright. I'm totally cool if you wanna bring me up as your group gossip topic or or something you gotta bitch about.
Cause you ain't know me.
Try me, when I hate you, I will go straight to your face and tell you. Why? Cause I don't wanna hide anything from you.
If you're concern, you will listen. If I accused you wrongly, tell me that I'm wrong about you.

The fact is, I don't want whenever it comes to gossip/bitching, it will be always you or you or even you.

'stabbing at the back' you're familiar with this quote? I believe nobody like this, am I right?

And another, 'truth hurts but lies worse', well, you rather I be a fucking hypocrite and say, 'oh it's not you, I'm referring my friend friend, my outside friend'.
You means you, I won't beat around the damn bush just because it's you.
If you ask me when I'm referring to someone else, and I'm comfortable with you, I'll say(depending on how close we are). Otherwise sorry, pardon me.

Thinking that I will bring it up when it comes to my closest friend, sorry to upset you, no matter how much I dislike you, I still respect who you are. I will still voice out to you and not to the others.

Me, a hypocrite. Ohwell, get to know me first.

2011-01-03T09:57:00.000+08:00

There are so many thing I can bitch about but I only thought of you? Know why?

Cause nobody is as good looking and as 'whore' like you.
Oh, school started already, see you round.. Makan place? Or Ourspace? Or even library,
Depending on our luck, bitch(:

2011-01-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

Ohmy!

Okay, that's how I'm goin to start this post, 'Ohmy!'

I was stunned but can't be blamed Just coincident!>.<
'but what can I do? LAN LAN lo'
I really literally have to send a text to clarify/explain myself. Hahah!
(I dont know which to use so I put both 'clarify' and 'explain')
But anyway conscience clear , so what point being afraid to voice out(:

Goodness gracious me,
Hey kexin, I really ain't referring to you.(if you ever come across that*)
You have my word(:

So, Ohmy!

2010-12-26T10:16:00.006+08:00

after water-training then land-training!-RUNNING BACK TO SCHOOL

I never blog for one week plus, cause I had training camp, service and last but not least, I'm down with fever.
Camp

It was the most tiring camp ever. just imagine, first 30 hours, I slimmed down 3kg. But subsequently I kept eating whenever I could, I didn't want to be undernourished . Trained twice a day, actually all of us wanted to give up, but we kept encouraging each other to push, endure, tahan, till the very last moment. =')

slimmed down. -.-"

sian uh, dont wanna go training.

whole team!

I really hope we will still a team for the next 2 and half years.

year 2s

girls team

about service, no comment. It just gotta be for I myself.. maybe nudge me to know more about it lo. hahaha!

2010-12-21T19:11:00.003+08:00

People been telling me what happened to me.
They got shock why i become to harsh on words and asked me who made you so pissed of recently.

Yeah, it feels rather shiok and weird cause I get to swear this much on just this particular person only.
I hope the person reads this.

You're so freaking slut/bitch/whore/harlot/strumpet/hustler, I seriously hope you will fall deeper than before.
Though I might not know you very well, trust me, you have a x-factor that totally make other guys to fall in love with, that boosting your fucking ego.
Sort of know who I'm referring? Yes, that knn pua cb face and xia-lan attitude bitch, you.

Oh, see you round the school(:

2010-12-17T09:28:00.003+08:00

I usually will bottom up whatever/whoever provoked me. But this time round, these humans just getting on to my nerves.

For you, bloody bitch. I hope your happiness last and hurt even deeper. Arrogant bitch.
Wondering who is it? Yes you, fcuk off ya.

2010-12-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

I'm done with Common Test.
And I don't like it.

2010-12-12T07:17:00.001+08:00

Whatever please.

2010-12-09T12:09:00.002+08:00

'what am I suppose to do when the best part of is always you'

I love to put my iPod in shuffle. They always give me lines that I once missed out!

Ohwell, common test in 3days time. All the best to all the students out there!(:

Thanksgiving- My Class

2010-12-08T09:44:00.004+08:00

my class

Though I only have a handful of friends in this class, but I'm contented(:
In this class, I learn the importance of making friends with China people.
I'm thankful for Shi lei, yan han, meng long, yiming, yan han and zhoufan for being helpful(Y)

but not forgetting Boon siew, Guo siong, han tiang for being there for me whenever I do my revision in school (:

Somehow, after this year, my class volume will decrease and it would be a mixture at the start of year 2.

2010-12-07T10:58:00.004+08:00

I am getting more and more worried for my CT as day goes by..
I got solution for it, but I hope to hear your solution..

a run with
no sock.
new shoe
no proper warm up(together with Joel)
bad start
ohwell.

However,
Determination allows us to explore what we can do and not hinder our ability(Y)

2010-12-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

我的脚很痛。
自找的痛苦T.T

2010-12-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

hmm, you think I have forgotten the countdown? too bad~ I didn't~! :D
Maybe I should have a like 'closure part2(its a song btw)' to summarise 2010? (:
shall start from bit by bit

This post may sound awkward? But, I mean what I typed.

Okay, the year is ending. 2010. And from the year itself, I see '2' and '1'.
Yes indeed, I going to note down this special 2 and 1.

it's actually about this 2 really wonderful girls.
First, it would be Veronica Soh. (Hi There! probably you wouldn't see this anyway. I guess)
and Kexin Yeo ( guess this would be a 50-50 chance you will see this*cross finger)

Veronica!
people who are close with me, they know that I'm not over Veronica for very very long. in term of days, I definitely need to borrow your fingers and toes to count.
Months, I think my finger and toes might just nice for it, okay I need to borrow some of yours. hahah! (okay, joke aside)

that process was like lessons to be learned by hard and it was a ongoing thing.
knowing the urge, the wants, the thoughts of having her once again, badly, gotten myself to lose track of myself. I did all I could, and practically that 4 months of hols(jan, feb march, april) constantly reflecting what was the thing that caused me to lose track. It took me really awhile before knowing the fact. close friends scolded me, giving me advise, aint giving a shit in my life. you know when you're at the peak, you somehow would be a 'stalker', asking her friends and yet got lecture(in a way)? but come to that, that made me weak but yet stronger than before.

But cause all this, she thought me one thing,
Humans need to reflect what's the their world is going on before caring what the world is going on. Then I beginning to understand what ever she did actually has a meaning behind it? by then school has started about a month-May/June?

Last but not least, I learned seeing someone's happiness actually makes me happy? (: cause deep bottom of my heart, I hope those they love will put them first, trust me, I hate it when girl put them first, the guys put them second. why? CAUSE OF FRIENDS, GAMES AND.. THEIR FREEDOM. Screw that alright? yeah, SCREW THAT! D;

Hey there, if you're reading this, yeah this is who you are, as I thought
you've a awesome character and the truth to be told, your stubborn might just be your trademark! hahah, but anyway, do last long with Rey!:D regardless what's coming towards you guys, embrace yourself, together. it usually breaks down due to lack of communication. but no matter what, I believe you have found someone who's gotta put you first. Maybe you wouldnt remember, but remember 23 december? the day I know what kinda of person I am ..

and now, Kexin!:D
okay, I really didn't someone to catch my attention in poly. really. I was neutral to everyone and when classamtes talk about girls, I would do my work. while they looking at girls and I am listening to MP3 & staring at notes. Everyone once told me that in poly, 'you see one get one and either been ditch or you ditch someone.' screw that alright? I will never use someone to forget another. You're not respecting the other party as you might be just probably using them and getting them hurt.

but till end of July, I saw this girl, can you imagine how it went, walking by LT 51, the moment froze then mind went,'ohmy.....' then knocked onto someone and continue your journey to class. yes. exactly. fortunately enough, she's one of my comskill classmates. but on my second thought, knowing that I cannot be like any ordinary guy, I should just forget it.

till before YOG break, I decided to, why not, give it a shot..

yeah, I didn't approach her directly, cause I know it would be a wrong move. Girl feels that way too right? ( but it would be a different story if that guy likes the guy back) everything was slow. it felt like years but eventually we got to know each other slightly better!

frankly speaking, I like the way it started. It was just nice. till the day she went malaysia, that's around Sept, I began to realise, I missed her. I thought about it and yes it's true. My heart hinted me. I thought maybe I could make a step closer. but you know, that's when I began to fear about.. sept and oct were the best moment of this year I guess. though we have never met before or talked through the phone, but you know messages make wonders in you life. smiling and beginning to read back all the messages.

thinking back, I wished time have slowed down(:

then we finally get to meet, after my polite competition. nothing fanciful but just a simple walkabout and chit chat session :D

maybe when this post is up, which is today, it's exactly 4 months I first chatted with you. tweets that you retweet, I do remember them. ( not all, but I do remember quite a few!) yup, like I once said,
' Be brave alright!(: just go for it with your heart (Y)'. Cause I really hope you live happily day by day. My favorite quote to you, 'you never know your smile can make someone's day! =] ' so do smile ya ! :D

just a short video I recorded.

If Only

double click if you need to!
PS: Thank you!(:

sorry for the wordy post!

2010-12-04T16:36:00.002+08:00

'I need a little more luck than a little bit'

maybe this time, I ought to believe in luck. I never believe in luck but with my current situation, I guess I need to. or maybe wishes from you.

42.195km marathon. can I do it... or not?

2010-12-03T21:38:00.003+08:00

I have not played guitar for this long already. now my fingers are having cramps.
make covers with brenda and Li li and it really nice to meet them after dont know how long.

we very much enjoyed the sing along session
but I think we have updated ourselves through 'singing'. hahah!

ta da. 2 hours plus more to sat. last day of training. and ya

2010-12-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

A pregnant lady can do yoga, very well, and yet didn't worry about her safety.
If she can, why can't I?

But I still did it in the end(Y)

Okay, what I wanna say is,
Someone with a life in their stomach, I mean womb, willing to demonstrate and do dangerous moves without complaining, is something really respectable of. In life we whine and upset disappoint at whatever we do, and complain non stop when something happened.
I'm no exception, I just hope I can be as brave as her knowing everything is gonna be alright even there are chances that it might not.

Just suck to be me.

PS: Thank you!(:

2010-11-29T15:10:00.001+08:00

Home shower sleep.
I'm a stranger in your eyes anyway.

2010-11-28T19:18:00.006+08:00

I hope you see me cause I am the boy that wants to be with you

Suddenly, I see no point coming home.
I once said this,
"it's alright if I couldn't have a 'family', I would be contented enough for 'mily' "
though it's incomplete, but shouldn't I be happy about that I still got that 'M'?

now, not anymore.

you're so good about saying this,'it's okay, I will self-declare that I never had you as a son, my child'.
there's so many things I want to rant(overhere, but I can't), and didn't expect 'family' issue will become one of them, now.

I think I should just blog about my weekend.

Sat I had double training. Both training program were for marathon. rowed more than 20km. >.<
today I skipped the afternoon slot cause i thought of spending more time at home.

PS. I don't like flashback, but somehow there's something to smile about when I think back.
Thank you!(:

2010-11-28T18:19:00.002+08:00

the injuries make me cant shower. very very pain T.T

2010-11-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

I bet I'm so attractive till you find me interesting.

But, once you know me, I'm a guy that filled with thoughts that had been pondered on.
Making alternatives to express myself my emotion out.

Well, suck to be me..

PS. I'm so tired, from everything.

Exposed

2010-11-26T12:00:00.003+08:00

Exposed.

Mum shook me up this morning and raised her voice at me. Something bad must happened right? Sigh, indeed.

Mum realized something wrong with me, I also don't know how she knows , something sure happened in the midnight.

Dear stomach,
I believed you gave way in the middle of the night, can you please don't trigger my brain so that I wouldn't hug my stomach or crying in pain? Thank you.

2010-11-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

okay, this is OHMYGOSHXZSXZS.
I shouldn't have done that, SHOULDN'T.

Shiyi, you fc*king itchy hand. you shouldn't click and reply. ohgosh.. sigh

2010-11-25T22:37:00.002+08:00

I am feeling tired, stress and intense... and disappointed.
Guess I really going to break down at the wrong timing.

2010-11-25T21:54:00.003+08:00

9 more days
constantly thinking and pondering, yeah, really!
Thank you(:

2010-11-24T16:31:00.003+08:00

Currently in school.
Today is not a right day.

I beginning to worry about my studies. not that I totally don't understand, I fear I'm not good enough for GPA.
Having test later. Hope for the best then.

sometime do pardon me, I know I gotta restrain from doing it.

Smile and you look better that way (:
Thank you.

2010-11-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

i had a fruitful day with elearning -.-"
detect the awesomeness within.
and another thing, I felt the pain, me no like.

I have 1211 more days to blog. as 12th is the posting say.

but everyday, I would say this to you through here.

Thank You (:

2010-11-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

You know everytime we lose something or things that's once significant to us, we would whine/cry/upset about it? Right?
And on the other hand, we would want to cherish/treasure things around us?
Irony much? Yeah life is a cycle.

After watching channel 8 show. I cried. ( lucky my mum and sister not around. Otherwise I would be laughed by them! )
Anyway,
I recalled about my body condition. Indeed, guess it's time to face it. But I would still live in denial
I began to realize, I have and I had. There are some I treasured and some I'm still treasuring.
I still push hard. Cause I know when something bothers me, I would use alternative ways to divert it.

Currently,
I know I have to make a decision to stay in the team or not.
I know I have to put in a little more effort in my studies
I ought to pay a little more attention to my surrounding
& I know I have to erase someone I wished I could have by my side.

I am not good enough, and pathetic? Sounds pessimistic.
'I am who I am, I hope I'm good but you're way better than me(: I'll try harder next time, if there is :D'
Better right!? Hahah.

If my smile works wonders to others,(: I don't mind smiling the whole day covering my woes.

2010-11-22T01:56:00.001+08:00

I shouldn't be too harsh on myself.

2010-11-22T01:43:00.005+08:00

I'm tired.

okay! look at the time now, yes, it's 1:45am. couldn't sleep anymore. why uh why..
:( :(
Any next thing, I having this pain/cramp badly:(
Hear this and see whether it sounds like menses cramp.
'somewhere in your stomach feels pain, but you have no idea where. You hugged your stomach but it's still there. You drink something warm hoping the pain will be gone but somehow(and I have no idea why!?) it actually got worse. You tucked tight in your blanket, to add a little warm in it. Knowing the pain is still there, your mind goes 'forget it'. You become alright after awhile and later the cycle starts to repeat itself'
>.<
I think picture looks really nice. hmm, nice or not? I took this with my yellow boat.

PS. I don't know why but my life is messed up. Sigh :(

2010-11-21T16:33:00.003+08:00

Race today.
Happy note
I rowed 21km in 1hour 56 minutes.
Ya!!

On the other side,
I'm totally not happy about it.

Ps. I would be giving myself one week off to think should I stay or leave

2010-11-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

after awhile, I realised faking a smile is a way to hide my exhaustion .

went to transport boats today.
and it was supper tiring.
went to eat and set off to get my Standard Chartered goodie with Raymond.
then head down to get waterbag, as the rest need it for tomorrow's marathon.
mean while, I got my shoe. (I-lost-mine-couple-of-days-ago >.<)

then home.

God bless my body for tomorrow.. ='(
Sigh.

2010-11-18T20:42:00.001+08:00

Im not feeling well, again.

2010-11-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

心很痛。。T.T

2010-11-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

OKAY! BACK, thought of finishing up my questions before blogging about my so-not-public-holiday-at-all but I stuck at the 2nd question.

seen a doctor
not good.
irregular heart beat.
uncommon from a sportsman
over exercised
and now on drugs. guess what, I am not taking them for the second time.

slept and working on my studies now, I seriously need to put in more effort than before.
oh ya, speaking of which, I got a marathon this Sunday, going to row for 21km. insane much?

so please let me recover in the speed of light.

I expected the unexpected outcome.
suck to be me.

2010-11-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

it's gotta be awkward..

2010-11-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

terrible terrible terrible!
Woke up feeling unwell and next thing I know after drink a cup of water- I got sore throat.
School made it worse.

Firstly, I need to work with the Chinese, it wasn't too bad, but! our calculations were wrong. Gosh, they thought of re-doing it but I came out with a brilliant idea. SO I HELPED THEM INSTEAD.
They are not really adjustable? it's obvious that the mistakes come from the experiment so we can definitely work or do some amendments on the paper. guess what, they couldn't see the pattern.

oh well, never mind.

Secondly, our ELtech lecture. Chris offered me Panadol before lecture and I accepted it cause I thought I would be able to stay awake for that 45 minutes. Sadly, I didn't.
I was trying so hard to stay awake by eating sweet doing examples but it didn't help.

suck to be me at times.

had a quick dinner with Israp and Rifiq and set off to bugis to collect my specs.
sort of 'bump' onto Adeline as she's meeting at friends so we caught up with each other for 30 minutes or so? went to have Gui Ling Gao, CAUSE I NEED IT(but I still feeling heaty >.<) then I went home aftermath.

please please, I hate to be sick =(

2010-11-15T11:24:00.002+08:00

I shall not say unnecessary or necessary things out anymore.
Cause sometime, it's all better of keeping to myself than sharing.
Ohwell, short quote or one word is good enough I guess...?

Hence, being silent is my new hobby

Stomach

2010-11-14T17:15:00.003+08:00

I having this weird stomach pain for two days. It feels horrible.
At first I thought is cause I rowed too much-too much twisting- then is abs going to pop out. Hahah! Okay, joke aside.
But it wasn't.

So I conclude its some gastric problem, but after my lunch, the pain still didn't subside..
And it didn't go off after my dinner. Gosh..

And today, I trained with uncomfortable tummy. Wrong move. Worst move ever-but I have no choice, competition next weekend. Sigh..
Same routine, but its still there..

And I'm using one hand to hug my tummy and one hand to blog. >.<

我只有三个字想说。。。
肚子痛！